The Journey Continues

 For the next couple of weeks I was in the hospital. They started me on Velcade and they started Radiation on my back. I was told by some friends that I looked so pale they thought for sure I wasn't coming out of the hospital. I was also told I was very belligerent, I can can only assume because 1 - I just got told I have cancer & 2 - I couldn't smoke. I just quit cold turkey after 40 years of smoking. Neither are an excuse for hurting the people that care the most for me, but I have since apologized several times.

I really don't remember if I was on any other chemo drugs but I do know that after awhile the Velcade was starting the dreaded neuropathy. I didn't know it was the Velcade at the time, so I never said anything. When I did get released from the hospital, the tingling was so bad it was hard to sleep at night. I wouldn't fall asleep til maybe 4AM and cry myself to sleep because the pain in my legs was so bad from the Velcade.

I didn't know it was the Velcade at the time, the doctors did say the Velcade was probably causing it. All I knew was that this is what they wanted me on and that was that. It wasn't until a few years later that I joined a MM support group, https://www.facebook.com/groups/myelomasupport ,facebook that I realized I should have said something sooner.

Getting Sadie back was my motivation to keep going. It was the best thing in world to get her back because it made me get up & get dressed everyday to walk her. The exercise from that 4x a day was some of the best medicine I could take. The walk distance slowly increased and also my stamina.

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